It's weird when you realize how different you are from your close friends. Or in my case, how differently I handle sadness. Some of them drink, some of them have to be around others. I become a total recluse. I haven't left my house today. I called people, but it felt really forced. I felt like they didn't want to see me, but I also really just didn't want to leave. It hurts to be here alone but the idea of going out kind of scares me.
And just because I'm Kori and have this habit of turning nice boys into not nice boys, the one person I do want to talk to is impossible to get a hold of. I'm not saying he's not a nice boy anymore, I can't jump to that conclusion. I've just seen this happen before, a lot, with me....
It starts with the phone.
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