recycled air is what summer sounded like this year.
it really was the most beautiful (and i mean that in respects to everyone and everything) summer i've ever had in my life.
everything was green and everyone was soft.
today i was waiting for my advisor and i started thinking of everything i am afraid of. it's a long list.
1. racoons/possums/SKUNKS/really large rats
2. natural disasters
3. fatal uncurable diseases
4. heights
5. being alone
6. falling
7. failing/humilation
8. geese
9. death of loved ones
10. the idea of getting hit by a car
11. group think
12. anything in real life that pretty much is straight out of 1984
13. vomiting
14. some bugs
15. lots of people
16. strangers
17. growing up
18. guns
and those were only a few.
i really want to just constantly be sending out good vibes in the direction of everyone i love that's off at college on far coasts and different planets and stuff (you all know who you are).
everyone is having such an extremely different and intense experience. i just want to like, send my love to all of you. if you were with me i would just like, hug you or do something much more real to try and show you how much i want to like, kill whatever's ailing you and how much i love you. but i guess all i can do right now is send it.
my love is shooting out to:
colorado
milwaukee
urbana
the east coast
the west coast
mars
canada
everywhere people i love are
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