i just had the most amazing night!!
birthday party, going away party, party party
i am drunk
the moon roof was open and it started to rain and we stuck our heads out. it was so intense to just be moving forward full speed in the middle of a storm. i felt like myself again for the first time in forever
i really love my life. as in, i'm sad over a fucking loser and stuff, but really, he sucks a lot, and i can admit that to myself now. i honestly could do better. and i am!! doing better, as far as males are concerned. but i also have the most wonderful friends on the planet, and a wonderful job, with a wonderful boss, and a wonderful environment, and wonderful everything. i sound like a pollyanna or whatever.
the only part that keeps bothering me is how much love i wasted on him. wasted love is a terrible thing. especially when you realize you were wasting it on someone who doesn't even love themselves, you know?
sisterhood, man time, hook ups, miller high life, blunts, boys, summer dresses, shot glasses, suburbia, the lake, the city, the people, the lifestyle, the green trees, the house parties, the entire summertime mentality:
my life fucking rules so much without you i forget why i even wanted you in it in the first place.
peace.
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