this is why i'm hot, this is why i'm hot: i feel kind of sick and the temperature is a little too warm in my house right now

things that are bad:
how strange my stomach feels right now
i can't sleep because of how strange my stomach feels right now
how much energy yesterday's weed drained me of
my love life
the amount of time that i have before college
lack of mani/pedi
weight gain
it's 7:20 in the morning and i'm half baked
chicken tacos from chilis
endings

things that are good:
ronnie is home
uriel
andy is a really cool dude. raise your hand if you are THIS happpy you're friends with him.
max/alec/aaron/+everyone that i've been ending up with at the end of the night are also cool
erin came with me to this party and we got w-w-w-wasted together. old school bonding, ya'll.
the amount of time that i have before college
it's 7:20 in the morning and i'm half baked
gogol bordello
bonding with the new wilco album. what a mellow classic rock sound;;; "walken" and "impossible germany" are really groovy tunes.
lollapalooza is soon! but i don't even like pearl jam, you know?
apple scrapple bread
snood
sometimes text twist, but not so much anymore.
reading
writing
jewlery making days and your best friend straightening your hair for you
kill bill volume 2
back rubs
this night reminds me of the night i got really sad over that guy i dated sophmore year and stayed up extremely late listening to eisley and wilco and the flaming lips with my boom box directly next to my bed
beginnings
sitting in the grass with anne marie and uriel making clover chains
sitting in megan's backyard on a purple blanket
muffins...FIRE!
dancing to the mariners revenge songs with marian and ronnie, accompanied by orchestra and a large group of children
lists that keep everything in perspective
when i close my eyes and listen to music, especially that one phish song, and that one guitar solo in that phish song and the time in my life that guitar solo reminds me about.
mermaids
baby lemon videos on youtube
talking on the phone with jenna
ys (especially only skin)
my family
sleeping
free art institute thursday. mmhmm.
the really nice feeling i get whenever i update my ipod
i also think it's great when people stay home to read harry potter. i'm not even into harry potter, but i mean really, i think it's lovely that people stay home to read. i can't believe i was reading harry potter in fifth grade and now i'm a freshman in college and the last book is happening and the whole situation with these books just astounds me.







sometimes i get really sad and need to make lists.